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Showing posts with label essays. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 23, 2025

tiara Tuesday

in which our plucky heroine is making plans...

Time to think about projects for 2026. Though there are several major categories that need my attention, today my daydreams were mostly about wardrobe sewing, as it has become obvious that some of my everyday clothing is becoming noticeably threadbare. While not yet unwearable, some will be better suited to yard and garden duty rather than wearing out and about in the bright world, once I stitch up fresh new replacements.

Back in the halcyon days of Stitchers Guild, the clever Dr E came up with the concept of a 6PAC, being multiple smaller groups of garments than SWAP, and spread throughout the year. I was not the only one who took this idea to heart, and over time used this concept to build my wardrobe.  With that thought in mind, my current intention is to use fabrics on hand in brown and teal, and make 2 pairs of long janes (brown jersey and teal jersey), 2 heavy linen pinafores (solid brown and solid teal), and two shirts (plaid and floral)
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~ rather rakish ~
When Sequoia saw the tiny tiara, he was certain that it had been meant for him, and none of the other tinyfolk had the heart to dissuade him... (also, new floral dog bed courtesy of Mackayla)
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Apparently I've somehow misplaced the whimsical tinyworld bed that I assembled (from a laser-cut solid wood kit), painted, and decorated with canal boat roses sometime in 2022 or 2023. I was even thinking last night for a while that I had simply imagined the whole thing, but found photographic evidence here on the blog. I hope to find wherever the "someplace safe" it was put away is, as all of the usual spots are coming up empty, and the kits were a limited run from an artist in the UK.  
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Took time today to work on the remaining unfinished calendar drawings. Wolf/wisteria is almost completely inked, which leaves only otter/orchid left to sketch and ink. Checked in at the copy store and the per page charge for not-color card stock copies is only about 40¢, which means I can probably send more folks calendars than I did last year (when I printed full color images from the 100 day stitchbook project) Yay!
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Discovered the online magazine "Craftsmanship" when I followed an article link to the essay: "Could Small Still Be Beautiful?" an interesting read. I am going to enjoy poking around and reading other available articles.
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December SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 2 pairs underwear vegetable
steamer legs
fridge science
experiments
2 knitted shrewshrew eyesyard waste bin
3 1 pair undiesGamma bucket lid recycle bin
4 2 alphabeast 
drawings
one page of the
embroidery transfer
recycle bin
5 1 alphabeast 
drawing
daypack mended recycle bin
6 x cleaned keyboard x
7 x undie waistband x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
- some of my memory is preserved here in the blog universe
- according to UK gardening sites, one can still plant crocus bulbs on Christmas Day, though they may bloom later than usual. (since there was a crocus bulb in one of the advent swap gifts)
- the rainbow jingle-heart is an audible pocket reminder of connection

Time of Isolation - Day 2005

Sunday, May 25, 2025

Sunday shards

in which our plucky heroine feels fragmented and fragile and somewhat flat...
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~ simply pretty ~
Cricket (northern) asked me to make a rectangular pendant, with pierced holes to attach charms to. A very specific size and shape was requested, and once the sketch was approved, it was straightforward to fabricate, and one that will hopefully match her intentions. The piercing along the lower edge is 14ga, which should allow 16ga wire attachments free movement...
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This looks like good clear information about how to prune Black Lace Elder Sambucus nigra, (particularly as mine has become quite overgrown, and much taller than I can pick the elderberries from).
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Have stitched down the ends of the elastic straps on my newer P100. There is no more need to have them remain adjustable (once acquired), though of course must needs be manufactured that way as everyone's head is sized differently. They are more comfortable (and tidier) when worn with strap ends neatly sewn down rather than flapping annoyingly about ones face
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It feels harder and harder to grasp fragments of hope... still... here are two different essays that have helpful things to say:

We can live well, even though we don’t have a higher purpose
[not a] "utopia (a no-place), but perhaps rather a pluritopia (a many-place)"

Shoving at the Thing From All Sides or: thanks, Diane di Prima
If we are fighting for a pluralistic, multicultural world, then we must fight for it in pluralistic, multicultural ways.
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May SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 heraldic fern painted added pea trellis
greenwaste bin
2 XP2 sun protectionplanted Seckel pear treerecycle bin
3 heraldic plaqueJuliet tomato planted recycle bin
4 spicy peanut sauce marigolds planted greenwaste bin
5 3 prs undiespear branchlets weighted -
6 - turtleneck to Eames top x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes
- Moomins
- Kestrel wrote down her recipe for how to make strawberry ice cubes for me, complete with illustrations. Jen is going to send it to me
- zoom with Jen, which helps me not despair

Time of Isolation - Day 1770

Wednesday, February 5, 2025

rest when tired

in which our plucky heroine has a slower day...

...which is not at all surprising after yesterday's exertions. This morning when walking Wellington, our first excursion outdoors consisted of getting all the way to the end of the porch, when the little dog took one look at the mixture of rain and snow and turned right around back to the front door!

A bit later, with less precipitation, we walked for blocks and blocks, only interrupted by what I describe as his "bad pony" behavior. He fairly regularly will just sit down in the middle of the street and refuse to continue walking, for no apparent reason. The strategy that I've figured out is to rather than try and continue forward, to head back the way we were going, and go round in several small circles, after which he will move right along...
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~ complexity of flavorings ~
Salt-preserved lemon is something I've made on and off for years, as it is a unique and savory flavoring option... Moroccan chicken recently floated up in memory, and at first seemed like an impossible option, for while there are spices on the shelf, and chicken thawing in the fridge , there was none of the necessary fresh herbs. Then, right in the freezer were two containers, one marked parsley, and the other marked cilantro! All is not lost, and Past Me, following suggestions from the Aunties, had chopped up and frozen in cubes of water ice, the remnants of herb bunches (which are never the right amount for recipes, and don't always get used up before becoming sad).

There will be some experimental cookery tonight. The former recipe has disappeared, and was never written about on my blog, so it is off to the internets for suggestions, which will of course be adapted to be somewhat smaller than "start with a whole chicken" As best I can figure out, there is a mixture of spices: 1t paprika, ½ t ginger, ¼ t each tumeric, ground cumin, salt, and pepper, a modest amount of cayenne as preferred, and a pinch of saffron. Also a small diced onion, some kalamata olives, and preserved lemon (the peel, sliced thin, discard the flesh). The chicken gets browned in some olive oil, the pan deglazed with some water, and then everything gets added back to the pan with some more water and it all simmers until the chicken is well cooked. I will likely cook the onion first to soften and sweeten it. The stew is good served with rice.
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An assortment of online short fiction of the hopepunk sort, and I have been enjoying the short stories: Grist - Imagine 2200
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Probably as a reaction to the antibiotics, I ended up needing to take a long afternoon nap today. Earlier today Karen pointed out that rice would work well (rather than water) to create a warm compress for my right ear. Since I already have several rice bags and the microwave to warm them, this was much easier and less messy than the hot washcloth I had been using!
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February SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 "wing it" vest
more broach handles
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2 -black keyboard covers
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3 -- -
4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
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7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes
1. my friends "The Aunties", for years a source of loving-kindness and useful suggestions...
2. we did not get much of any snow
3. I have a life right now where "nap when tired" is possible.

Time of Isolation - Day 1666

Thursday, July 25, 2024

Thursday thoughts

in which our plucky heroine toddles along...

Spent time the last several early mornings doing various and assorted pruning, cutting back the fig which is starting to overgrow into the good neighbors yard, trimming the flower heads off the nandina, and cutting back the shoots of Wanda plum. Incremental progress is still progress!

After a few days of not-watering, the large potted Oregon Spring tomato was just enough lighter that I could lift it down to the porch floor. I am going to use the luggage cart to roll it into the side yard, next to the clothesline, so I can still check on it frequently, but it can get a bit more sunshine than the shady front porch allows.
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~ do not eat ~
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Back in 2009 I bought a set of gel paste food coloring, to make a rainbow cake for a "hippie food" theme tween's birthday party. (while I always find the taste of artificial coloring quite abhorrent, no one else seemed to mind?!) Since then, however, rather than for cookery I have used the colors several times to dye wool yarn, when I need small quantities of colors I don't have. In the past I have dyed wool a cheerful orange, to make a Laurel headband for my pal Marya, for example...

I decided that I really wanted some purple yarn to knit a tiny poncho for Kenya, so I got out my little jars of coloring, some white vinegar, the cone of white fingering wt wool, and a saucepan. Before my evening zoom, I measured out 4 yard lengths of yarn, made some mini-skeins, and set them soaking in warm water vinegar bath. Later, after playing alchemist for a bit before bedtime with more simmering water, toothpicks dipped in dye/gel paste, damp yarn skeins, and spoonfuls of white vinegar, I had three different purple bundles of yarn hanging up to dry.
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It is Thursday, which means that the garment for week 6 of the tiny doll wardrobe challenge has been posted -  pants! After checking my dolly clothing tin, all four of mine already have a pair of pants, of various styles. This greatly reduces the number of pairs I will want to make (only a few to send to Kestrel) but gives me a number of examples to share ways to vary the two basic patterns I have used. And maybe an impetus, should I feel inspired, to move forward on making a new denizen of Tansu Terrace, Nandina's father and Kenya's partner Raúl... (I recently found the brown chambray I used making Nandina, which may be a hint that Raúl needs to turn up soon)
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July SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 4 tiny knit vests
cleaned keyboard
recycle bin
2 tiny cargo pants
pruned grapevine
yard waste bin
3 very smol Birks
horses blouse
recycle bin
4 silkworm print
some more pruning
yard waste bin
5 4 reversible skirts
even more pruning
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6 Peach tinyprint
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7 8 tiny tops
x x
8 2 tiny cardigans
x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. I picked more blueberries - thinking about pancakes
2. scientists continue to strive for better ways to keep folks healthy in this (and future) pandammits.
3. Sewlarium had packages of 0.9mm white marking leads. I brought some home to use in one of my several Sumogrip mechanical pencils; they fit perfectly. It leaves a very narrow line, less bright and blurry than my chalk marker, but will be most useful for tiny stitchery. I wrapped the barrel of that particular pencil with some washi tape, to better identify it in the pencil jar.

Time of Isolation - Day 1475

Thursday, July 4, 2024

hot town summer in the city

in which our plucky heroine does her best to keep cool...

I keep thinking it is Saturday, not sure why. I've been running the heat pump, as it is 90+ on the shady front porch. So far, the house has stayed at a comfortable temperature. I have my fingers crossed for the next several days, when we are forecast to be in the triple digits. Hoping not a heat dome.

No fireworks stands on every corner means less explosions in the city. While it was rather loud last night, in the better part of valor I waited until morning to run over to the grocery before it got really hot out. I wanted to get some salad greens, and also bought a new tomato plant in hope of some homegrown treats. No Juliet left alas, but they had Oregon Spring, which is also good one, if very different.
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~ festival footwear ~
Opal has the biggest feet of all my tinyfolk! So when it was suggested that Opal needed a pair of tiny tiny Birkenstock sandals, I carefully cut slices from a cork, using a serrated knife, and then sanded a few of the cork slices smooth. Tracing around her feet to start making the pattern. Some thin leather for the uppers, and and black Bristol board for the outer soles.

I started by cutting the prepared slabs of cork to shape, then glued a layer of Bristol board to reinforce them. Once dried, I began fitting the narrow leather strips and glueing them in place to create slide on shoes. I really find the miniature clothespins really useful for tiny clamps; I used Tacky Glue for the whole project, it was setting up fast enough. Once all the straps were attached and dried, I fitted tiny bits of Bristol to level the bottom of the sandals and glued that in place as well. Finally, I added a third layer of the black Bristol board to cover the whole bottom of the sole fully, it really gives the effect of the rubber sole of full size Birkies. Since there was no way I could add an actual buckle to the straps, I approximated it with carefully drawing on each strap with a gold metallic pen. The tiny sandals really add to her outfit - I'll be taking some more photos outdoors, but not until the temperature drops!
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The Carrier Bag Theory of Fiction, by Ursula LeGuin made it really clear to me about why I adore some novels and find others tiresome. The essay seems to me to reverberate in an adjacent way with The Mushroom Hunters, by Neil Gaiman
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Next in the textile livestock series is "silkworm", and I am going to print the linocut proof later today, and hope there isn't too much revision necessary. Carving a tiny caterpillar is hard!
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Fifty years is a long strange trip indeed...
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July SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 4 tiny knit vests
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2 tiny cargo pants
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3 very smol sandals
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4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. the house is pleasantly moderate in temperature
2. I had everything needed to make Opal some Birkenstocks
3. The skirret is still alive, I have been remembering to keep it watered.
4. I found another fairly new Little Free Art Gallery that is within biking distance, when it isn't too hot. 4720 NE 26th. Looking forward to checking it out!
5. Someone used my Very Basic (two rectangles of garter stitch) Tiny Rag Doll Poncho pattern that I posted on Ravelry, and came up with their own variation.

Time of Isolation - Day 1454

Thursday, May 9, 2024

Not the best Thursday

in which our plucky heroine gets a not quite the worst phone call...

My SIL phoned this morning to let us know that Aged Mother has suddenly started doing much worse overnight (probable diagnosis aspiration pneumonia). Sister and I saw mom on Zoom just yesterday as is our usual on Wednesday, and she was about how she has been for many weeks, not very verbal, but obviously aware during the time she was not dozing off.

Now she is struggling to breathe, with low pulse ox numbers, waiting for antibiotics to be delivered, and on occasional morphine to ameliorate the fear that accompanies not being able to breathe fully. I am glad that hospice has been already part of the care team, and grateful that there are resources so that we can have someone there to sit with her all night, while my brother and SIL are at home.

It is hard to be so far away; what can't be cured must be endured... I don't know if this is the end of the long goodbye or not; the goodbye I have been saying to Mom for a number of years now, as she descends into dementia. It has progressed to where it is affecting her body as well as her mind. I miss both my parents every day; in the Before Times, we talked on the phone several times a week. Dad died just two years ago on May 12th

I'd been looking back through my own archives here, thinking about what I want to write about for Mother's Day this Sunday, and thinking about her stories and how she shaped the woman I have turned out to be. It may turn out to be a eulogy, it may not, we cannot know the future, but I suspect that her tale is ending soon...
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saw this while out walking yesterday... I thought it might be for "excellent" but now I am pretty sure is is "E for Endure"
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This essay: The Age of The Wendigo, raises some important points and questions. I found it worth reading and food for thought...
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May SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 4 tiny books
half front yard mowed
yard waste bin
2 10 tiny books
more front yard mowed
recycle bin
3 tiny footstools
replace cloudlight bulb
dead rosemary
4 acorn bowls
clean large paper lantern
yard waste bin
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. good memories of family adventures, the traveling and the learning opportunities over many years, the thought and effort that Mom and Dad made to share information, humane values, and the world at large with us to the extent that they could manage.
2. good fortune, to be able to have good care for mom when home care became no longer possible...
3. good family communication, despite our differences we are on the same page in this respect, for how we are able to do the best we can for Mom, now that Dad is no longer in the bright world to look out for her and look after her.

Time of Isolation - Day 1403

Sunday, September 3, 2023

yet more Sunday snippets

in which our plucky heroine has a busy day...

and just in case there wasn't enough going on, for some unknown reason I decided that cooking up a double batch of Awesome Sauce this evening would be a good idea. Thinking it would be a grand idea to begin to use the last of last year's frozen tomatoes...

Not thinking about how it takes quite a while for it to cook down properly into a nice thick condiment. Not thinking about how even after it was the lovely sweet and savory and spicy delight, that I would then need to process all the various jars full. (I do have the jars, and the lids, and the rings, but still....) And how once begun, there is no option to put the whole process on hold and finish it tomorrow, nope, the maslin pan does not fit in the fridge, and I don't think I've suitable containers to put it in the freezer overnight, though that will be my next look around the kitchen cupboards, as I don't really want to stay up late enough to get this done, but I also don't want to waste all the effort so far... Tune in tomorrow to find out what happened...
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I gave a presentation online today: "Care Tasks are Morally Neutral, or, Good Enough Is Perfect" as an introduction to the concepts and suggestions in How to Keep House While Drowning. I think my talk was received well, as there was some good discussion and comments afterwards. Here is a Powells Books interview with the author KC Davis
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on why it is important to label freezer containers... I had intended to make egg drop soup for lunch, and yesterday took out what I thought was a tub full of broth to thaw in the fridge overnight. Nope, not broth, but applesauce! (I have no idea why I froze a container of applesauce, since usually that gets canned for pantry storage)
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~ so tasty ~
I might need to try making this recipe, as it seems very doable, and I have successfully made other kinds of steamed dumplings. I love soup dumplings, but eating out at XLB is a rare treat. Recipe makes 20 dumplings, so you will need 20 wrappers, and some water and a setup for steaming...
Soup
⅔ cup hot water
1 packet gelatin powder
1 tablespoon soy sauce
1 tablespoon chicken stock
Filling
5 oz ground pork
1 green onion, finely chopped
2 shiitake mushrooms, finely chopped
½ inch piece ginger, peeled and grated
1 clove garlic, grated
1 teaspoon sesame oil
1 teaspoon sake
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Last night I fell asleep around 9. When I woke at around 2:20am and picked up my phone, I ended up texting with M, who was still awake. that the "nightlight" function on my phone (that I never used) is not a different way to use the phone for lighting. (I had thought it was like the "flashlight" function) I found out it changes the blue light colorway of the phone screen (which our brains think means "sunrise, time to be awake") to an overall "amber" hue, intended to tell our brain that "the sun is going down, time to go to sleep"... Old dog, new tricks; maybe this will help with my insomnia and sleep derangement.
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September SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 - prune grapevine
yard waste bin
2 ---
3 -- -
4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. I gave a presentation today that went well, none of the dreadful things I feared happened, and my friends all said it was quite splendid.
2. the kitchen smells amazing, filled with the combination of tomato and garlic and ginger...
3. the more I allow my mind the option of thinking of alternatives, the more willing it is to do so.

Time of Isolation - Day 1164

Monday, August 28, 2023

playing with blocks

in which our plucky heroine enjoys the cloudy day...

When I'm sick, I just sleep more than usual because tired. Now that I'm finally on the mend, instead I wake up anxious in the wee small hours of the night and cannot sleep. I'm quite sure I prefer my throat in a healthy condition, but I could gladly do without the those 3AM brain weasels... and the insomnia led to spending the entire afternoon fast asleep. Not Useful! Hopefully my sleep/wake times will get sorted back into something more functional soon.
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A E I O U... my lino blocks for "F is for fun" are completed. Yesterday I epoxied them to little cubes of scrap wood; at 3/4" square, they are so small that I had a great deal of trouble applying the printing ink without also running the inky brayer over my fingertips. The wooden "handles" will make printing the tiny books easier, and I am excited to find out how they look together...
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Apparently this story has made the rounds online for quite some time, but it was my first read through... and well worth the time. Here is a graphic novel version of "The God of Arepo"
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August SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 bed socks
driveway window cleaned
recycle bin
2 more bed socks
eye flannels edged
recycle bin
3 feather linocut
bathroom scale pad
yard waste bin
4 sunhat toile
some apple pruned
Ailanthus
5 fungi linocut
hemmed rainbow gauze veil
yard waste bin
6 fire linocut
epoxy blocks to wood backs x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

todays gratitudes -
1. cooler weather, overcast skies today
2. my good neighbors gave me three tomatoes from their garden. So yummy! I forsee a bacon lettuce and tomato salad tomorrow
3.somehow my pedometer registered over 10K steps today, probably cos I took two bike rides, but I was eager to be in movement, after days and days spent sedentary. That also explains why my legs were a bit sore and I was feeling extra tired, the jump from around 2 or 3K to 10 is significant. I am quite pleased however that it was doable, even if it did require a nap in the middle.

Time of Isolation - Day 1159

Saturday, August 26, 2023

some Saturday snippets

in which our plucky heroine continues incremental improvement...

I skipped the intended pruning Saturday, as I noticed that the weather forecast was for two days of possible rain this week, which would be lovely for me, but not for the plums. I will try and get a bit more done on the apple pruning instead, which are not as sensitive to rain. Also today was even hotter than yesterday, and I just was feeling too tired.

Instead, I decided to use blue tape to repattern my Alabama Chanin cardigan, as I want to make another one. I seem to have lost my TNT cardigan pattern, and rather than tear the house apart trying to find it, decided that duplicating the pattern from the existing garment would be less time consuming. Indeed, the first taping only took about an hour or so to complete and transfer onto some scrap paper. Next I will smooth out any irregularities, true the seams, and stitch up a quick toile using some leftover jersey to make certain the pattern does what I want it to. This felt like the perfect way to start my morning, before making up some breakfast and sitting down at the computer for the fortnightly Sewing Nomads meeting... It was a real treat to return, and to hear about everything my online friends have been doing in the last month while I was absent!
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"A library in the middle of a community is a cross between an emergency exit, a life raft and a festival. They are cathedrals of the mind; hospitals of the soul; theme parks of the imagination. On a cold, rainy island, they are the only sheltered public spaces where you are not a consumer, but a citizen, instead."

this essay "Libraries: Cathedrals of Our Souls" is well worth reading! and brings to my mind the Anne Herbert quote (from The Next Whole Earth Catalog, 1980)  "Libraries will get you through times of no money better than money will get you through times of no libraries."
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Having finished hemming the rainbow linen veil, today I cut out the rainbow wool plaid to make the panova and/or shoulder shawl, and decided to use some pretty jacquard woven blue silk (salvaged from a bins find) to narrow bind the edges. It will be fun to eventually have some FAFO clothing for SCA wear, even if I am not able to go to events right now. The handwork keeps me sane, and I can share photos online.

(this is the rainbow wool fabric, ignore the floss)
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Still working on getting the tinyprint blocks set up for actual printing. They are so very small, that I am going to use them more like rubber stamps. I found a scrap of wood that was close to the right size, and cut little ¾" cubes, which once I sand off the rough edges will be epoxied to the back of the blocks. Then I can hold them to apply the printing ink and not simultaneously ink up my fingers! Stay tuned for further developments...
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August SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 bed socks
driveway window cleaned
recycle bin
2 more bed socks
eye flannels edged
recycle bin
3 feather linocut
bathroom scale pad
yard waste bin
4 sunhat toile
some apple pruned
Ailanthus
5 fungi linocut
hemmed rainbow gauze veil
yard waste bin
6 x x x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

todays gratitudes-
1. my Sewing Nomads pals! Just like having TNT sewing pattern, the best thing ever is to have TNT sewing companions.
2. little Kestrel really liked the origami dragons I sent her, and I got to talk with her about what sort of clothing she would like made from the Spoonflower kestrel and Totoro fabrics.
3. video with my Mud Bay pals... I got to see the sunhat toile I made for Cathy, as she was wearing it, and we discussed how it needs to be changed to work even better, plus it is always a treat to see Jen and Kestrel.

Time of Isolation - Day 1157

Sunday, June 18, 2023

watch me pull a rabbit out of my hat

in which our plucky heroine continues very tiny incremental progress...

Despite the level of pain high enough that I couldn't sit at the computer but needed to arrange the desk setup so I could stand, and type, and use the trackball, I managed to put together, and then present, the short online talk about "what is a 100 day challenge and why to do one"*. It helped that I have been spending a short time for the last few days creating a rough framework, which made it easier to not forget what I consider vital points. I wonder, are children still taught about "the six W's": Who, What, When, Where, Why, and HoW...  I never really get a sense of how folks take my presentations, which are much more in a sort of  practical/experiential mode than the conceptual/intellectual mode that seems to be the prevailing flavor of that group.
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~ serendipity ~
I was very surprised at how little the dye spread into the folded and tied textiles after yesterday's experiments, give how thoroughly I tried to apply the dye to the rolled or coiled fabric. These finished pieces are very much the work of an amateur; I've never done much with classic tie-dye, but it will be fun to have a few more colorful pieces or fabric to play with. The resulting head scarf reminds me of when in the Before Before Times I could attend Oregon Country Fair, that renowned hippie festival in Veneta in July.

The larger piece of linen (shown above being rinsed after being dyed, and below as the long coiled "rainbow snake" after sitting overnight to help set the dye) is destined to make treats and gifts and probably some pennants. It would be lovely to have some tie-dyed pride pennants for my pavilion, should SCA camping ever be possible for me again, and I am thinking that some of my pals would enjoy some spiffy new rainbow kitchen pot holders

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I'm excited, the intaglio ink I accidentally ordered from London is not just in North America, but is actually in Portland and supposedly arriving this coming week. The package went from Great Britain, to Sweden, to several different cities in the USA. It will be a challenge for me to rearrange my studio space enough to set up the Tiny Press, which I've wanted to do for ages! I will need to clear away the standing workbench, which is currently covered in random scribal, printmaking, basketry, and miniature making bits and bobs and detritus. The arrival of the ink will be just the impetus I need.
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It has been just pouring rain on and off all day here.  It sounds almost like a New England summer storm, but with somewhat less in the way of thunder and lightning...
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June SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 some quilt squares
tea rose temperature
rose and grapevines
2 tinyprint fox
partial backyard mown
some grass
3 arm protectors
Acantha cereal bowl
some more grass
4 moar quilt squares
tie dye scarf
recycle bin
5 tinyprint fan
- yard waste bin
6 denim daypack
x yard waste bin
7 x
x recycle bin
8 x x x
9 x x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. rain, always... with a side order of being grateful that I live atop a bluff and not in a flood plain!
2. I was able to get my presentation written, and shared, despite a woeful lack of bodily cooperation.
3. dear Toshi is still in the bright world, one day at a time...

a bird list for Kestrel: House Finch, Scrub Jay, Crow, Dark Eyed Junco, Starlings, Peacocks, and a few days ago, I saw some Barn Swallows in the local park.

Time of Isolation - Day 1092



* The text of my presentation, should any be interested:
"The 100 day creative challenge:  or as Jess Greenleaf says "it is about the experience, not the results..." I first encountered this concept via the artist Ann Wood, who has used it a number of times over the years. It is a way to foster personal creativity and exploration, without pressure, in a very accessible way. One could think of it as a way to leverage kaizen and create progress and momentum in your imaginative and intuitive self. I have subsequently found that there are many other folks who also use a 100 day challenge in various different modes and disciplines. An online search for "100 day challenge" will turn up assorted suggestions in artistic, literary and physical realms.

The basic premise as I understand it is to commit to and take a very small chunk of time (ie 15 minutes) EVERY DAY for 100 days, to do the activity or action you have chosen. It will seem odd or even uncomfortable at first, but most of us can break loose such a small increment of our waking day FOR OURSELVES. By making it a routine, over time it allows us to become comfortable with making a space in our life for our creative self to emerge.

Ann Wood is a textile and multimedia artist whose creativity and creations I greatly admire. Having seen previous long term projects she has done, when early this year she announced a 2023 stitchbook sewalong I decided to join in...

"the 2023 stitch book begins on january 20th and ends on april 29th... The project is a slow stitch (20 page)textile book with slot and tab binding. To participate you just need some fabric scraps and a willingness to show up everyday for 100 days and stitch for 15 minutes."

I went into the project with no preconceived idea about how my pages would look, or what I would do with the time. For me, I wanted this, as my everyday life and work are very much the opposite, being specifically determined by the commisions of my clients and by my own temperment. I rarely if ever give myself open ended time to just play, and experimentation is usually in service to a desired result. I was curious what would happen if, for fifteen minutes a day, I threw all that out the window.

It was fascinating, from just about the first day. I started by placing one scrap of fabric on a base rectangle, and imagined what to do next. Somehow, that then inspired, over the days, various additions either fabric scraps or stitchery, and I kept allowing my imagination free reign. I was surprised at how the ideas kept bubbling up, often more than I could ever use. As the weeks went by, I began to see what sorts of overarching design concepts my brain and personal style found appealling, which was, while not surprising, something I hadn't really thought about before.

 (share the finished 2023 Stitchbook here)

As well, the interest and cameraderie of sharing the journey with other folks all over the world was very enjoyable, and led, once the 100 day stitchbook challenge ended, to my starting a new 100 day challenge of exploring printmaking, in conjunction with my online pal Leslie. She and I meet on zoom once a week to check in with each other about our art life and printmaking challenge. (She lives in the New Forest in Britain, so we would never likely meet any other way!)

So, you may be wondering about how to set up a 100 day challenge for yourself... Once you have decided on what action or activity you would like to focus on, it will be helpful to think about where you will engage in your challenge. If it is an indoor or desktop activity, having at least a placemat size spot cleared away ahead of time, or that is easy to clear will be helpful. If it is an outdoor action, think about what you can do to make it easy for you to engage in it.

You will want to set some parameters or boundaries to your challenge, within which your imagination and effort will have free rein. In my stitchbook project, for example, in addition to the page size provided in Ann Woods "directions", I also chose to pre-select a grocery bag full of fabric scraps in colors I found appealing, which were soon supplemented by some vintage japanese fabric scraps sent to me by friends who read about my efforts.

Another think that can be really helpful is to put together a "kit" for your challenge. A basket full of supplies, a pad of paper or a notebook and some writing implements in a container, a raincoat/sunhat/camera etc for outdoor adventures, a handy yoga mat, etc. Most important is a timer, either analog or digital, to signal to yourself the beginning and if needed end time of your daily activity.

I have found that accountability is crucial to my being successful at such a long term project. Ideally it really is something that happens every day, though we are all human and there can be unavoidable interruptions. But having partners in our challenge, whether friends cheering us on, or online compatriots also participating, really helps. When I was doing the stitchbook project, there were hundreds of other folks also stitching away, and Ann Woods online community was a place to share our progress, ask questions, and enjoy kudos. For less extensive challenges, an online or IRL partner or partners can serve a similar function.

I hope I have give some food for thought, and encourage folks to consider coming up with or joining in a 100 day challenge, it is a wonderful way to enrich your life in unexpected ways"

Thursday, April 13, 2023

throwback Thursday and other thoughts...

in which our plucky heroine has a firm grasp on bootstraps...

For some reason the past week has felt rougher than usual for me, not sure why. I seem to be alternating between days when I am pretty functional and days when just dragging self out of bed feels almost impossible. My sleep/wake hygiene is improving, perhaps as a result of daylight earlier in the morning, perhaps as a result of my ongoing attempt to put outdoor daylight into my eyeballs as early as possible once I am up and dressed.

And, of course, it is the annual festival of arithmetic as I gird my loins and fill out all the multiple tax forms all due next week. Every year in April I swear I will set up a good system to keep my assorted records in good order all the year round, but I have yet to manage that. Will this year be the one? It didn't help that sometime in the middle of the dumpster fire that was 2022 I decided to "tidy up" my computer/desk workspace, which resulted (at this point) in my entirely losing track of where I thought it made sense to put said record books. Which has resulted in much gnashing of teeth, virtual tearing out of hair, and rather a lot of picking up and sorting through random piles of stuff. I think I have recovered the paperwork, and will soon spend a goodly number of hours this weekend sitting at the dining table with papers, forms, and my trusty vintage calculator.
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~ 100 day stitch book project - day 84 ~
Day 84/100 (page 17) - In all this, my 15 minutes hand stitching each day have been a tiny respite. This page is basically done. I started with a piece of Japanese crepe fabric patterned with allover butterflies, which for some reason reminded me of mushroom gills. When I found a scrap of the mushroom printed fabric leftover from a blouse I made back in February 2019, I couldn't resist cutting out some of them to applique all over the base fabric. There was just enough room left in the center to outline stitch a larger mushroom.  At this point, there are only three pages left before all the pages are completed and we move on to assemble the stitchbook!

I think I also forgot to post the final result of page 16 (day 80/100) - I added running stitch filling, in a very slightly darker shade and different hue that the base fabric, to some of the background, which has given more dimension to this page, I think, without taking away from the focal point of the embroidered words... Once the remaining pages are complete, I will have to sort out what order I want the pages to be in for the book, since I didn't make any plans about that ahead of time. I think this one for the "cover" page, as the sentiment really speaks to whole 100 days stitch book concept, as well as being my personal motto!

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Betwixt decluttering and gathering all the tax paperwork, I also started on painting a new pair of blue shoes. My old pairs of Xero shoes are really too raggedy to continue wearing. While their guarantee of 5,000 miles on the soles is realistic (the soles on mine are somewhat worn after four years, but still very functional) the interior of the shoes, made from "microfiber" became shredded well before the first year of intermittent wear, and now are completely raveled away. The shoe exteriors are in fair shape, but the join between the sole and the upper has started to come apart. I wish that all the parts of the shoes were equally as durable as the soles.

That said, I had purchased an extra pair of the Hana model while they were on sale back then, and put it aside for later. Now has become that "later", and rather than leave the shoe the boring beige color, I am going to once again paint them blue, just as I did back in 2019. I might have to purchase another pair to save for later on, it is so very difficult for me to find any shoes at all that fit the shape of my feet...
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I remember back in March of 2020, I think it was on Siderea's Dreamwidth blog, where she posted a link to the story "So Much Cooking" by Naomi Kritzer, rather in the midst of all her Very Useful posts that helped me prepare both mentally and physically for the pandemic, (though I never dreamed it would continue so long). "So Much Cooking was written back in the Before Times, in 2015! but tastes still very valid as far as how life can change radically, slide sideways, and yet people are still good-hearted. I have to believe that somehow, despite contrary evidence...
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I found all my assorted origami paper while digging through piles of papers looking for tax tidbits. This is good, as I still very much want to learn how to make Zhen Xian Bao, the chinese pamphlet of layered multiple boxes. There is a bit more info online now (as far as tutorials) than when I first ran across the concept, and it will be an interesting thing to explore later this year. First I must get past the double jump of taxes and enamel commissions...
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April SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 page 15
-jars to Mud Bay
2 custom Tullia daypack
-recycle bin
3 page 16 and 17
- extra plant pots
4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. My Aged Mother is recovered from her second bout with Covid, and no longer in isolation in her room. I was able to speak with her yesterday, and while she was tired, she also made a few cogent replies to what I was talking to her about, which hasn't happened for quite some time.
2. Steady progress with bending wires for the various enamel commissions, and I will be ready to turn on the kiln next week and enamel like a madwoman.
3. It occurred to me to look on Ebay for the Xero shoes that fit me. I could get two (like new) pair for only a little more than the cost of one ordered direct, and there are options available that are no longer on the Xero website.
4. So many pink magnolia trees are starting to flower right now... so beautiful!

Time of Isolation - Day 1030

Friday, February 24, 2023

frozen Friday

in which our plucky heroine is busy with indoor tasks...

A delightful scent filled Acorn Cottage for several hours today, as a pan of blood oranges simmered away on the stove, softening so they can be turned into marmalade... Later tonight I will chop them up, add the sugar and lemon juice, and get out the maslin pan to complete the process and put them up in jars for storage. Blood orange marmalade is probably my favorite citrus preserve (at least for keeping in the pantry; lemon curd is less shelf stable and I always store that one in the freezer) as the bits of red color, and extra complexity of flavor just make me happy!
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~ 100 day stitch book project - day 36 ~
Day 36/100 (page 8) - as always, I've no idea where this is going to end up... picked a few small bits of fabric from the mound-o-scraps, and rounded their corners is all. (Base fabric is some pale turquoise cotton satin that was one of the fabric bits that Ursel gave me.)
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this article
was worth reading, as it brought up a number of concepts and Useful words to thing about some of what has changed in the last three years, and why...
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a while ago the Aunties gave me a large flannel sheet they had thrifted, practially brand new, wonderfully fluffy, with a whimsical print of red, orange, and teal foxes amid conifer trees, all on a pale blue background. While at first I contemplated a new bathrobe, instead I decided that making a duvet cover would be a better use. I had one once, from Ikea, but it never worked well and the button closure was really annoying to deal with.

So, today, I took a good chunk of the afternoon to measure out and cut a piece the same size as my down puff, and a second piece from a vintage cotton sheet, and finally to sew them together. I added a narrow extension in the center bottom as an opening to turn the whole thing, and cotton twill tape in the four inside corners. By adding twill tape to the puff corners as well, they can all be tied together and the puff stays put inside its cover. Finally, my nights of hanging on to the flannel top sheet to keep it in place are at an end, the new duvet cover will serve well on these cold nights.
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got outside today to clear away a bit of snow the path to the sidewalk, which isn't easy without a snow shovel. I used my garden spade instead... It might be worthwhile to acquire a snow shovel, even if it only gets used once every few years
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February SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 2 tiny bird books soy sauce cruet baserecycle bin
2 semicircular bathmatreconfigure necklineyard waste bin
3 rice paper packetsrose kerchief mended recycle bin
4 3 100 day pages SR leather re-dyed recycle bin
5 tiny forsythia
duvet cover
old cassettes
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. finally getting round to a simple fix - a new flannel sided duvet cover!
2. the dry sunny weather, albeit cold, helped sublimate the places where snow had been cleared.
3. I remembered to not look at my phone when I woke up at o'dark thirty (which had become a bad habit and was messing with my sleep/wake cycles)... instead, I turned over, patted the covers all cozy around me, and went back to sleep until later in the morning, when there was daylight. This meant that I did not subsequently feel like falling asleep in midafternoon!

Time of Isolation - Day 1083

Thursday, December 22, 2022

wintery mix is not a party snack

in which our plucky heroine is cautious...

The front porch thermometer read a balmy 16F this morning when I woke up, and the ventilation turbines on the roof were rattling loud enough to be heard above my white noise app. The NOAA forecast is for a high of 21, and the snow/wintery mix isn't due to arrive til later in the day, so it is still all greeny-grey outside. The wind and the air pressure keep me looking out the window expecting to see snowflakes. I consider a walk around the block; tomorrow the forecast is for ice storm and that precludes any outdoor activity at all. But I think I will err on the side of caution today as well. Even putting the wheelie bins out for tomorrows pickup was more than enough!
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make do and mend:

Noticed that my grey striped dress sported a blue ink stain on the front bodice. Sigh. Then I foolishly decided to try and carefully bleach out the stain, which resulted in a larger bleached spot with the blue ink spot nicely centered. Ugh. Gave up on there being any unobtrusive remedy, and decided a covering patch would be best. Since there is none of the matching fabric remaining, I cut away a piece of the inner pocket, which I've done before when patching other clothing. That way the visible patch is less obvious, and the inside of a pocket can be patched with any fabric of a suitable weight as it won't be seen. Indeed, the patched front of the dress is almost never visible, at least when worn under a pinafore!
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in which my freezer is not a stasi... I have a tendency to just chuck things into the freezer with the incorrect conviction that they are then safe indefinitely to be pulled out in the future unchanged. The older package of gyoza wrappers, as mentioned, were not. (the newer package, pulled out to defrost last night, seem to be in good enough condition to be useful) My friend Riia suggested that I make my own, which I have done, with only limited success. The homemade ones were really thick compared to storebought. I mentioned my gyoza wrapper difficulty to Bill yesterday during our phone conversation, and he suggested rolling out the dough doubled, then separating it for thinner results, like we did in the past for Mu Shu "pancakes". I will try that, and now am remembering how much I like that as well... I will have to look up the recipe and make that again sometime soon! (edited to add, I am missing most of the special ingredients for Mu Shu, sigh...)

while rummaging about in the Box of Large Coldness, I also found both two Talenti tubs full of what appear to be strawberry rhubarb sauce, and a ziploc full of diced rhubarb... one of the today tasks will be turning that into shelf stable canned sauce instead, thereby making space for the future pot stickers. I am grateful that I have been canning often enough that the task is just a commonplace and not one that requires any research other than just checking the correct processing time, and grateful to the canning mentors in my past.
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I didn't see where this was going at first, but the more I read of this essay, the more impressed I was, and I Learned Some Things I hadn't put together in quite that way... (hopepunk as heck)
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Meant to post this yesterday... A holiday greeting post from Carson Ellis (one of my favorite illustrators) and an NPR interview conversation between her and Susan Cooper (one of my favorite writers)
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December SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 skull collar #2
over sink light
recycle bin
2 2 baprons for Liam
crock pot lid
recycle bin
3 8 jars strawberry rhubarb
replace furnace filter
recycle bin
4 quince paste
alter colorful huipil
recycle bin
5 8 jars persimmon ketchup
vertical loom
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6 4 more Liam baprons
mend grey dress x
7 calendar masters
x x
8 6 jars quincemeat
x x
9 strawberry rhubarb sauce x x
10 x x x
11 x x x
12 x x x
13 x x x
14 x x x
15 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. Joan, and Cheryl, and Britta, who taught me that canning is a simple part of kitchen life.
2. Past Me, who managed to acquire jars and lids in the window of opportunity
3. my assorted wool SCA gear, my faux Lao hat, my stripey wool sleeping hood, my early attempt at a wool coat, and my superbly made (thank you Ariadne) naalbound mittens. All these things help, when the weather is bitter.

Time of Isolation - Day 1022