in which our plucky heroine recovers, albeit slowly...
The fourth room I was moved to while in hospital was on surgical oncology 7th floor. Same floor I was on seven years ago. This time only because there was an open room, and this time I was on IV antibiotics, not IV post-surgery morphine. Nicest hotel I never want to visit, and my room had a spectacular view of Mt Hood. And a truly splendid bathroom I wish I could take home with me!
What it didn't have, alas, was a night of undisturbed sleep. I once again managed to fall asleep by around 2AM, only to be awakened by the phelbotomist In My Room! I have a terrible bad startle reflex, and there may have been a wee scream. I know that there was Way Too Much Adrenaline! and an arguement about where in my arm (NOT the hand!!) to draw the blood. After we got that sorted out, I was, of course much too hyped to sleep at all.
I actually started to cry after the
night vampire man left the room, but decided that putting on my bathrobe and pacing the middle of the night hospital hallways would be a better way to transform and use up my exhausted rage and fear (adrenaline is my Least Favorite drug). I paced for about two hours. Until I was calm again. Then I noticed that the sky in the east was becoming light...
I was sent home on Sunday evening, and so far this week has been all about managing to do one small thing, then collapsing into napping, then getting up eating dinner and falling asleep again. Surgery and infection took a lot of my stuffing out, in a virtual sense.
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My homemade buckwheat hull neck roll pillows only have a pair of floral flannel pillowcases, which are lovely in winter, but I've been craving new summer pillowcases in lightweight cotton. Found a remnant of
Heather Ross fabric with VW campers on it, enough to make a sweet set of summer cases. A small sewing project is not strenuous, and adds a modicum of additonal comfort...
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Yesterday I did some minor
very minor pruning, and trimmed all the faded blossom stalks off the culinary sage, and some of the wayward stems of the forsythia bush that keeps trying to overhang the sidewalk. Nothing heavy, or requiring anything other than hand strength. Then, after putting the plant detritus in the yard waste bin, and rolling it out to the curb for collection, I lay down for another nap.
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Yesterday, Heather and Sharon and Ellie came down to visit from Olympia. Always good to see friends, especially Sharon (Heather's mom) who is less mobile and doesn't drive any more. There was chatting, and while we went out to the grocery and hardware store in Heather's car, she also deployed Jarvis the robot vacuum, to give my carpet a thorough going over!
I now have food bits to tide me over for a while, and the nails and spackle to start attaching the bathroom trim, a little bit at a time, once I feel strong enough. The individual pieces are not that big, or heavy, and they all need painted first, then nailed/glued to the wall, then the nailheads spackeld and painted over. I've put this job off long enough.
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July SMART goals (x=extra)
| # | THINGS MADE | THINGS FIXED | THINGS GONE |
| 1 | Lions Torse charter | borders on red overdress | my appendix! |
| 2 | Terpsichore Fox charter | trimmed forsythia | Goodwill bag |
| 3 | Grace of An TIr charter | trimmed sage | - |
| 4 | herringbone undergown
| x | - |
| 5 | indigo check undergown | x | - |
| 6 | neckroll pillowcases | x
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| 7 | x | x
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| 8 | x | x | - |
| 9 | x
| x | x |
| 10 | x | x | x |
| 11 | x | x | x |
| 12 | x | x | x |
| 13 | x | x | x |
| 14 | x | x | x |
| 15 | x | x | x |
today's gratitude - yay for antibiotics, without which I would be dead now. and Yay indeed for my many kind friends, who visited me in hospital, brought me fruit and nuts for snacking, and company, and my own toiletries, and bathrobe, and comb, and my earbuds, and charger and extra tech so I had contact and tunes, and generally were true angels of connection. And a third yay for the unlikely event of being awake to see sunrise, and high enough that it was visible!